Challenged to Grow

One of the things I talk about when asked what I enjoyed about the summer is usually about the community, the closeness, the support and encouragement. As well as being challenged in my faith and surrounded by others who live their lives for Jesus. I knew it would be something that would take some time finding again. I didn't really have any groups I was a part of that could get together and discuss various scripture. I talked with my cousin and she told me about a group that she goes too so last night I went and checked it out with her.

I really enjoyed our opening worship. Instead of songs or anything you would typically expect at the start of a study we ended up going out into the Dundern Castle park, separating ourselves from each other but close enough we could still see everyone and we spent about 7-8 min. in reflection on things we were thankful for and how they made us grow.

There were a number of things that came to mind but during that time and discussion later a couple of things hit me. Before the tour I had prayed that the upcoming summer would help challenge me and strengthen me to grow in my faith. Though my belief in God never wavers, I was struggling with being exactly who God wants me to be. I was finding my faith life and my walk was nearing more a luke warm level then the on fire faith I really did (and do) want to have.

Looking back I realized that though I am still not where I want to be that God did put many situations and people in my path that challenged me and help me to grow. Infact, I now feel that the issues with my knee were a great helping factor. Continually working on the fruit of the spirits; especially Patience!

During the morning service at Hope CRC in Brantford, Dirk and I put together a presentation on the Sea to Sea. I really wanted to share so much and really allow the congregation an insight into what we experienced. It was kind of funny though; I think Dirk's presentation was just over 2 minutes, mine was about 8 minutes :) and the offering that we were presenting through was about 4 minutes :) Oops, lol. Though after the service I got a lot of really encouraging feedback and comments of appreciation so I think in the end it went really well.

I've included below what I had to say (though yes I realize it will make this blog that much longer, I do hope you enjoy it).

Wow! What a summer!
Even now it is still hard to believe that after over a year of anticipation we have already completed the 9 week tour and have been back into the “so called normal life”.
There is so much I wish I could tell you, so many stories and memories to share but I could be up here forever.
So where do I start? What do I say that could sum up the most amazing summer in only a few minutes?
Over the last few weeks I’ve been asked numerous times, how was it? And I find myself only being able to say a couple descriptive words at best. It was Amazing! Life changing, Exhilarating! Unbelievable and absolutely God breathed.
So here is my chance to elaborate and I find myself not knowing where to begin.

In the beginning, so much of it was about biking. The tour found itself to be much harder than many even imagined and found themselves mostly focusing on just getting through the day. Not only that but taking the time to get to know everyone both young and old as well as trying to get into a morning routine. It was so funny to watch, some mornings, all the running around as people tried to get out before the fierceness of the sun shone high.
As a couple weeks went by it became more obvious that the real reason why we were on this tour was not coming out as much as many hoped or liked. We had been given these Sea to Sea cards that we could hand out to people along the way and we were really encouraged to take the time to stop and talk with anyone and everyone about why we were out there on the road riding in some days over 100F and where we were headed.
It was amazing how many people were extremely interested in what we were doing and many cyclists found themselves receiving donations right there along the way! Some days we would see how many cards we could hand out, tapping on windows of cars while we were stopped waiting for a light to change. Telling the wonderful staff at cafes that we would fill up entirely, some often giving us free food or drinks! Just stopping along the side of the road to talk especially when someone shouted, “Hey what’s going on?”

In the evenings we would have what we called Paleton meetings, where we discussed the happenings of the day, the weather, Ed would go over the route for the next day, and a few other things but what was really special to listen to was when we started to tell stories of various God moments because there were so many of them every day. God’s providence – we would say. How someone had a close call but through God’s providence it ended up not being that close. Riding through a neighbourhood on the way to Chicago where only less then a week before had been hit by a tornado! We come back and hear of how much rain you all had but God had us traveling in a sun bubble! In the end I think we had maybe 5 days of rain the entire summer, most of which stopped within the first few hours of the day!
There were stories of complete strangers coming up asking if they could pray for us and sometimes in their prayer focusing on exactly what we needed right at that moment. God was constantly putting people in our paths that touched us and used us to touch them.

I am so thankful that God chose me to be one of the 220 cyclists this summer. He used me and pushed me in ways I’ve never been pushed before. Over and over again he pushed me to learn patience, to be an encouragement to others, to be positive and to be happy with each day whatever may come.

As most of you know I found myself immediately faced with having to deal with my knee troubles but at the same time even though there were definitely some hard days, I always felt your prayers and knew that it was through God only that I was able to finish each day. Not by my own will or strength but by him.

In the end, entering into the 4th week, I did have to take a number of days off to let my knee heal but from that I was able to experience the tour in other ways that I never would have had the chance too, being on the bike the entire time. Seeing behind the scenes, spending time with the kitchen crew ladies, our media people, our SAG volunteers and yes, even though I did wish I could be biking, I am very thankful for those days as well.

I had promised myself that once we hit Michigan I would bike every day no matter what but God had other plans! From the moment that I received my knee brace, that my mom had to FedEx to me while staying in Dordt, I was able to ride pretty much everyday (except for a few missed km's those first few days getting back into it)!! I was so thankful and I know that it was because of all of the prayers back home. I couldn’t believe that I got to ride almost the entire last 4 weeks as well.

A number of things that also stand out from the summer were the views. Out west is like riding through a National Geographic magazine. It is so different then here and it is absolutely beautiful…sure after awhile we did get pretty sick of all the sage bush and craved for shade from a maple tree back home but still it was amazing all the same. The mountains to the desert to prairies to the lushness of the East. God sure is one amazing artist!

We also were able to enjoy the many Celebration Rallies held along the way. Each one quite different from the next but each powerful in its own way. Our own in St. Catharines having it's own God moment, where it poured right up to the start of the Rally itself and out shone a rainbow!

The community was one of my favourite parts. How the young and old mixed, supported each other, laughed with each other and encouraged each other. There was never a day I didn’t feel the support from those in camp and am so thankful for the many friendships made.

One of the most amazing days was riding into Jersey City that final day. It was an experience like no other. Escorted through three different jurisdictions, police cruisers closing down major interstates and intersections for us to ride straight through. It was hard to not feel like a celebrity but thinking how weird that was because all you were doing was riding your bike. Along the way we got tons of honks in support, people clapping and cheering us on, many not even necessarily knowing what we were about – us trying to throw out as many cards as possible - litterly, lol. It was so cool to ride into Liberty State Park and see the Statue of Liberty for the first time, then lining up along the water’s edge to finish the summer with dipping in our front tires into the Atlantic Ocean. Wow!

I want to end with saying thank you to this church. I want to thank you once again for your prayers for mine and Dirk’s safety this summer, and your prayers that I would be challenged and grow. I also want to thank all of you who sent encouragement notes my way at some point during those 9 weeks. Thanks as well to all of you who contributed towards the fundraising of the bike tour. The final tally from the summer is not exactly complete but at last tally it was somewhere near 2.2 million.

As I close though, I want to say that even though the tour is over, it is not the end. Not the end but rather the beginning. Poverty has not ended and so we must continue to find ways in how we can get involved, whether it be away on a missions trip or locally. But I challenge you all and encourage you all to find ways how you can make a difference. Check out how you can help those within our own community. It can be for an hour, a day or more often but unless we all come together and work at ending the cycle of poverty then how can it? Pray about it and ask God where you can be used today.

Thank you so much!

Continuing On...

(I would like to apologize for my lack of updating here. At times it was not the easiest to get internet access as you all likely heard and when there was, it didn't seem as important. By that time I was out of trying to keep things updated and rather just focused on the tour and community living. )

Wow, I never thought writing this first blog after stopping well over a month ago would be so hard. I have started writing numerous times and yet I still have yet to post anything.

I guess the best place is to give a bit of a quick update on whatever happened about my health with my knee.

First I have to say a great big THANK YOU to all those who were praying for me throughout this past summer, even when you didn’t know what was going on. I most definitely felt the prayers and I know they, along with God’s love and strength through me was helped me finish riding through the summer.

After my visit to the Sports Injury Therapist, I still had to take a few days off to recover from his therapy as well. Riding with the media crew for one day and riding with Betsy and Art in their SAG the next (Wed, July 30). I even had my own SAG water stop for 2 hours! Though I’ll admit I wondered if Betsy and Art (who had to go pick someone up) would ever come back for me J

I decided that once again I would start back in slow and so on Thursday, July 31 I rode with Walter in the RV to his SAG stop, which was 50km to our destination. The ride was absolutely amazing and I flew! Granted I also experienced the great tailwind everyone was riding with that day. I had my best time this day too even though I wasn’t even pushing that hard. I rode the 50km’s in 1 hr and 30min!

The next day I decided to ride about the same amount and rode with Julie this time to her SAG stop, once again 50km from the end. This was the day that I spotted that fire and wrote about it in the previous blog. This day as well had quite a massive headwind and even though I enjoyed myself I prayed for other cyclists to catch me that I could draft off of for a break. Unfortunately, I could tell I had overdone the ride that evening and once again had to take the Saturday into Nebraska off. It was fairly frustrating.

I didn’t start riding again till the following Tuesday, the section from Sioux City to Sioux Center. I rode with Betsy till she dropped me off once again at the 50km mark to the end. The beginning of the ride I was fairly sluggish and hooked up with Russel till our refreshment stop in Ireton. There had been a bit of a headwind so it was really helpful to have someone to draft off of now and then. After the stop I was feeling much better and left on my own to go at my own speed, expecting others to catch up eventually but I ended up picking up my speed and found myself flying into Dordt College, our stop for the night and also where I hoped a package would be waiting for me.

During the previous week, I had realized that the only way I was going to get the knee brace that I needed was to have my mom purchase it back home off of my Knee Therapist and have her FedEx it to me. So through the help of Erinn and Barb, my mom was able to send it to Barb’s house (which is right near Dordt) and thankfully it arrived on time!! I was set or so I hoped.

The next day was the first big 182km day. It was pouring out! Of course our first really big day of rain and it ends up on the longest day, lol. I decided since Tuesday’s ride went so well; I would get a ride in and start at the 50km mark and just ride as far as I could (plus a small part of me hoped the rain would be done by then, lol). Well, we got to the second refreshment stop and sure enough the rain hadn’t stopped and everyone there was drenched to the bone but in amazing spirits. I was really eager to get on the road so I put on all my rain gear and joined a great group of riders. I ended up riding with Nathan, Eritia, Katrina, Hilena, Joshua and Sarah (part of the time).

What an amazing day!! Definitely up there as one of my favourites. Riding in the rain was great, the weather was really perfect, everyone was laughing having a great time and my knees felt amazing with the new brace – granted I could feel where the knee cap was trying to pop out and the brace was keeping it in, so it was definitely doing it’s job. Things were going so well that I ended up even pushing it a bit and at one point raced up a hill at 40km/hr! It was exhilarating to be able to go at a higher speed once again. It was great being able to let others draft me for awhile instead of always the other way around.
In the end I ended up riding the rest of the day and rode 136km!!

The next day was also 182km’s but this time I decided to start right from the beginning to see if I would be able to do the whole day and if I couldn’t well then I’d just SAG it the rest of the way. But I was pretty determined. I left with Joshua trying to catch up with the group we were going to ride with but had already left. We caught them after a bit but found ourselves continuing on as we had been pacing ourselves at a great speed and were enjoying it so much we were not in the mood to slow down. The day turned into another great one and definitely another favourite for me. Would you believe I actually averaged 26.6km/hr! Though I will admit about 20km from the end my body finally gave out on me. Obviously I couldn’t go at this pace and distance forever. I had only ridden 150km in the past week and a half and now in the past 3 days I had ridden over 350km! My body began to rebel and we had to slow down quite dramatically. I was determined with only 20km’s left to make it in and what a reward when I did. Joshua and I went in search of an ice cream store but after not succeeding we bought a tub of ice cream and a bag of ice (for our knees) and headed back to camp to enjoy success. Would you believe we pretty much finished the entire tub between the 2 of us! Aaron Carpenter helped a bit but still! Lol.

The following day had a very large climb at the end that I didn’t even dare try after finding myself struggling for a fair amount of the ride and ended up riding 112 km of the 161km day. Still pretty happy with that.

From that point on, however, I was able to once again rejoin the riding portion in full. Thanks to all the prayers, encouragement, my knee brace and of course the all powerful and loving Lord I was able to complete every Km on, even the steep hills and long climbs the last few day! What a glorious gift.

I had promised myself that no matter what happened I would make sure I rode the last 2 weeks but in the end I was able to ride nearly the entire last 4 weeks! God is GREAT!
Obviously there were still some days that were more trying then others but everyone was experiencing that.

Well, that about wraps up the story (and questions) about my knee. Sorry it took so long for the update (which is now an essay :P).

I hope to continue writing about a few more Sea to Sea related items and I promise to not take another month to post them so if you are still in the need to read a cyclists blog, continue to check me out.